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Oct 28, 2010 14:03:54 GMT -5
Post by RHIA EATS NEBULAS FOR LUNCH on Oct 28, 2010 14:03:54 GMT -5
Alright, so. Here's the deal.
My ex boyfriend hung himself on Monday. The wakes are on the 28th. (That's today, for anyone not knowing what day it is.) The funeral is tomorrow.
I'm grumpy, agitated, and, god forbid, can't sign in when my other accounts hours run out. I missed it by like two hours. I'm sorry if I caused any inconvenience to the site, but seriously.
He HUNG himself. I can't BE here ALL THE TIME right now. I'm really sorry that I can't, but after this week, I'll maintain normalcy and continue to log in when I need to.
Just don't give me shit, because I'm having a REALLY hard time dealing with the only person I've ever loved in a "I want to spend the rest of my life with you" kind of way, KILLING himself.
Sorry I'm so irritable. Sorry I'm such a bitch. But everyone deserves to be angry once in a while, and god damnit, it is MY fucking turn.
So, with that said, after tomorrow, everything will go back to normal with me. Don't ask my about it, don't talk about it. I will come to you if I feel the need to be sad to someone. Other than that, I need to move on, and try to get the image of him dying a slow and painful death out of my head.
See you Saturday, hopefully.
Love you all.
Sorry once again.
PS; Click here for obituary, if you think I'm lying for whatever reason. |
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Oct 28, 2010 20:18:01 GMT -5
Post by EVYLEN PUNCHES PUPPIES on Oct 28, 2010 20:18:01 GMT -5
you know, if you think that i was pointing fingers at you, i wasn't. no one is getting mad at you or annoyed, actually we're all pretty understanding. you have every right to be upset and pissed and everything. but seriously. don't attack us when we're being supportive. but take your time off, i'll attempt to check in more often - my mother is like a fucking hawk. jisdoddf.
hang in there, okay? and i get that your feel like shit and that going on the computer to worry over some roleplay site is the last on your mind, and i understand, but please, try to check in every now and then. we're both gone, which is not good. but don't worry over it; take your time, i can't and truly don't want to imagine how you feel. so yeah. ily. focus on feeling better, not the site, i've got it handled <3 |
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